I look at the lyrics to this song... and its just the perfect thing to describe the last 7 months of my life.

When I cry, I close my eyes
And every tear falls down inside
And I pray with all my might
That I will find my heart in someone's arms
When I cry, cry
When I cry, when I am sad
I think of every awful thing I ever did
When I cry, there is no love
No ( Read more... )

BAM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Im glad im finally well so I can get up and celebrate christmas with my family. Mono sucks... Ive felt quite a bit better for a few days now but my throat is still killing me. Oh well... I missed all the show choir caroling which makes me sad :(... I also missed all my finals but eh I dont really care about those. I havent even ( Read more... )

I'm an emotional person. More so now than before. I don't understand you. I miss you, or maybe I miss the way things used to be. But  I know things can never be the same.... or I highly doubt it.

"Wasn't it you I gave my heart to? I wish you'de remember where you set it down....."

Im weak. In every way. I often find myself laying down... where ( Read more... )

I give up.

happy?

I remember it well
Taxied out of a storm
To watch you perform
And my ships were sailing

There is nothing in the world anyone could say to make things easier. I wish there was a way out. I need to get away, start over. Its never going to end. I miss her. It doesnt make any sense. Why did she have to go? Its one of those things where you long for ( Read more... )

Random...

1. My hair has been about 7 or 8 different colors (and now im back to blonde)

2. I long for someone to just be there with me, lay with me

3. I love my mother, so much.

4. I miss you, a lot.

5. I really want to fly a kite and run in a really big open field.

6. Sky diving would be such a thrill.

7. School is stressing me out.

8. I really ( Read more... )

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? 
  My hurr

2. How much cash do you have on you?
 ....none at all

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? 
  Molest :)

4. Favorite planet?
 PLUTO

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? 
 RYANNN

6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?
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ACL was amazing, besides the scorching heat, erin passing out, lack of water, and shoes rubbing your feet soar.... PICS!!


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Somewhere between the procrastination
...And the homework
...And the incessant forwards
...And the friendships
...And the nasty cafeteria food
...And the calls to each other complaining about crushes
~Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends
...And the "I miss you's"
...And the "I love you's"
...And the "What are we doing tonight's"
...And somewhere ( Read more... )