So LJ, long time no chat ( Read more... )

been awhile since I wrote but things have been busy. I'm tired.. and sad.. On one hand I am in this great relationship but the other-- a constant for the past almost 4 years is drifting away or it feels like. I'm sad that he doesn't iniate contact or think about contacting me. I'm tired of making the effort and it not being returned. I'm tired of ( Read more... )

So tomorrow is my last day of the school year with students. yes ladies and gents-- I survived- something I wasn't sure was going to be possible SEVERAL times this year. I interviewed for several positions in Columbia, but sadly did not get any of them. Actually right now for some odd reason I'm okay with this. Do I think it has to do with the ( Read more... )

I wish I knew what did it, but something has shaken my self confidence this semester. I was told today that I don't have this glow about me anymore in the school.... I don't smile as much, and that I don't have that sparkle in my eye anymore ( Read more... )

It's official.. I'm more miserable than I was when i first moved to Columbia ( Read more... )

well this is been quite 36 hours ( Read more... )

So I was in my kitchen making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and this thought hit me. What constitutes a date? Don't ask me why it came to me as I was spreading the peanut butter on the bread but it did. What is a date? Does it require one person asking the other person "Would you like to go out with me sometime?" or can it be as simple as ( Read more... )

For the first three people that reply to me and re-post this challenge: I will send you something nifty ( Read more... )

You know I wish I didn't feel this way.. and it's almost like I'm on the verge of not feeling this way but I can't stop myself from falling over ( Read more... )