1. Ever been so drunk you blacked out? once or twice ( Read more... )

so today was a good day at work....although fuck, again they didnt have those amazing raspberry muffins. so i had my usual chocolate milk but settled for a stale danish ( Read more... )

why is this so hard?? im finding it hard to breathe at times. another sleepless night..even after spending the evening with friends..whats wrong with me??????

ok....so work today seemed to go by really fast. alex and i chilled for a bit after. what a great friend. just when i think we are growing apart, he is there for me like a best friend should be. im sure i'll still see him next year. i'll make trips up to kingston on the odd weekend, so we can all party it up ( Read more... )

soooooo the last couple days have been really really hard for me. those who are good friends of mine, know why. i keep telling myself to be strong, but its easier said then done. yesterday was a disaster. and its my fault..but then again im not good with pretending everything is okay. i am too real for my own good. i act how i feel. i say whats on ( Read more... )

ok so all of a sudden my mood just flipped. i think getting all of that out, put me in a good mood. its a nice day...sweet party tonite...im going downtown now. peace.

p.s watch the movie haggard. flippin hilarious!!!!!

ok so i have to get over this. this suck balls. but i gotta do it. somehow. if i dont i'll end up with a fork in the eye, like in the movie haggard. (rediculously funny movie by the way, ya'll should watch it) at least stuff ended up working out for that guy. i really hope it does for me. i dont want to go on being depressed. i wish i could forget ( Read more... )

sooooooooooo, today was a good day. work went by fairly quickly and its incredible weather outside. i think im gonna give alex and mush head a call..see what they are up to ( Read more... )

ok..i dont know why im so excited about my new song idea we were working on yesterday. perhaps its because its sounds like something that i have always wanted to come up with, but just have never been able to bring it out. i spent the whole night sunday writing it, and im so glad everyone felt it when i brought it to band. less then half the song ( Read more... )

ummmm lets see, what to write about????? i had a few shows this passed week, they were really fun. it feels good to be making some money now. very good. finally i have something to do during the day. goodbye excess bordom! i like my job alot. stuff is going well. i had a good easter and i hope you all did too.

i miss you.

later,