i can't feel...

not happiness
not saddness
not pain
not anything

i can't feel.

i need to do better.. i keep telling myself that i'm going to go to school and i'm going to do it. but to be compleatly honest... i hate it.. i hate going there i hate the people there i hate everything about it i hate having to spend money to go and sit at a place where i don't like anyone where i have to be fake all the time where every lunch and ( Read more... )

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i feel bad... he's hot and awsome a cool but i really don't feel him that much and as much as brandi or kellie say shit i don't care these are my feelings and sometimes i wish he could just kinda take a hint that i'm to touchy feely and i don't want to sit next to him all the time or kiss him like yeah shure i like him no doubt but her i feel like ( Read more... )

hey ppl love the new look :) i knew yall would... it's so me lol cute yet loveable lol :) i'm on the phone with anthongy lol and like dude i hate high skool... had the first day of midterms today spanish and history, tomorrow - uis english and physics ::gag:: but yeah moving on... love you all ppl :) kisses

~HuNi B~

hey yall moving on from what i just posted i had a kick ass night as opposed to SUM ONE FUCKING UP MY PLANS... i met anthony at arena and we had dinner and it's was just amazing... we talked for like 4 hours about nothing yet about everything and just looking at him i know it's going to be a good relationship... he means the world to me and i hope ( Read more... )

you fucken bitch i thought we were friends and yet you fucked me big time well here's a fuck you right back you god damn bitch.... you fucken chose every one over me and you "best friend" your nothing to me you think the silent treatment i gave you today was bad just fucken wait you chose that stupid liar over every one and you make me sit here and ( Read more... )

so yester/last night was off the hook.anthony came to the house met the mom and every one then me brandi and him walked to arena met brandi's friend Rodney and was "waiting" for kellie me and kellie had made plans with jay that as a surprise he was ganna show and lol he did and brandi's face was priceless but yeah had coffe kellie came and we went ( Read more... )

MEMORYsometimes all you have ( Read more... )

so like brandi found this song....and well it's kinda great for like kyle and anthony i mean anthony is amazing but god honest truth NOBODY will ever compare to kyle i know i know i lodt him and it's my fault but he knows i love him and i know he loves me we just can't wait forever to realize we are right for eachother... but he's in orlando and i' ( Read more... )