I haven't been dating anyone. At all. I'm fine with it but I still like Brad. I don't want to and I had heard he'd been seeing another girl. It's fine. I get it. You can't win everyone. I can understand these situations. There's nothing I can do to make someone like me. I just have to deal but I HATE it being thrown in my face. I can deal for a bit ( Read more... )

So I found out last weekend he's seeing another girl. Again. I knew something was up but the loss of hope is always what hurts the most to me. I really did like him. Story of my life though. The most annoying part is that I work with him multiple places so I have to see him around. I can handle it because I'm strong and it's not like we were ever ( Read more... )

I haven't posted lately because mainly it's just same shit different day. Nothing bad is going on just nothing extremely exciting. I'm so excited the Summer time is around the corner. My friends and I have all gotten together and decided to make life changes. So we've all been eating healthy and working out in one way or another. Talia and I ( Read more... )

I'm still alive. Doing nothing.

I need to start dieting again. It's hard though without any funds. Grrr.... I should be getting money in soon but I feel like I've been eating complete garbage. I need to calm down. I've been really bad. Like letting myself drink beer and four loko's and eating sandwiches and shit like that. I had pasta for dinner last night. I haven't gained as ( Read more... )

So the whole idea of dating someone, like really dating someone, kinda scares me. I hate playing the game. I mean I have recently realized that I am kind of hard for some people to read. I try to hide the fact that I care a lot about them and they have no idea. So it makes me nervous. There are a lot of times that I would like to just say things ( Read more... )

You know what would be awesome. Finding a way to make some money. I am so broke, no thanks to my former place of employment for not getting my final check to me yet. I'm so freaking bored. I hate not having money. I'm hungry and I have food so I'm not starving or anything but I have a few different things I'd like to eat right now and can't just ( Read more... )

So it's the first day of my unemployment. I got up right away cleaned the house, updated my resume and applied for some positions, then after made some pesto and that pretty much took up my day until this point. My roommates should be home soon. I'm used to being the first one home but not all day. I'm so disappointed in myself. I honestly never ( Read more... )

I got fired today. FUCK MY LIFE. I was so responsible. Things were going great. This better be a blessing in disguise damn it.

Long weekend = lots of fun. I spent too much money though. Figured out what I was going to be for Halloween thanks to the lovely Liz. Alice in Wonderland. I was kinda already thinking of being Alice since my hair is already blonde and all but she gave me the idea to put a little twist to it. So now I'm pretty excited for Halloween. I just hope this ( Read more... )