even in the midst of chaos. From the beginning it was never anything but chaos; it was a fluid which enveloped me, which I breathed in through the gills. In the substrata, where the moon shone steady and opaque, it was smooth and fecundating; above it was a jangle and a discord. In everything I quickly saw the opposite, the contradiction, and ( Read more... )

just when it started to roll

I wish I could recapture that train of thought I had a little while ago ( Read more... )

splintered water emotions hate love thereafter ( Read more... )

there was something I wanted to post here, but I forgot what it was. I need to get out of this steel cage membrane. I need to sleep. I need to wake up. I need to think. I need to stop fucking around and get to it. to what? IT, that's what. Like the song "Epic" only I don't want it all just a little sliver ( Read more... )

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Odeby ( Read more... )

To get (blank)

goodbye shitbag

fading back into
the place I tried so hard
to escape
but the comfort
was just too great
slowly crawling out
I no know other way
but to let myself
slide right
back
in

what is the
ending to all of this
I think
as I slide
and I know the answer
but I just
do not
want to
hear it