“The decision to flee came suddenly.  Or maybe not.  Maybe I had planned it all along, subconsciously waiting for the right moment ( Read more... )

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it is spinning and going nowhere...

Come on! Let's Merry-go! Merry go! Merry-go-round ( Read more... )

I was at work
I was working
when I realized
that I didn't
want to
exist
a n y m o r e

life is a big circle that goes around and around in the big shit filled toilet bowl known as earth. someone needs to jiggle the goddamned handle...

sometimes I feel that my own inhibitions are stretched over my face, suffocating me. sometimes I feel that there is someone behind me with a noose around my neck tugging me back. sometimes I don’t feel ( Read more... )

I've gotta get out of here I've gotta get out of here
I've gotta getI've gotta get out of hereout of here I've gotta get out of here       I've gotta get out of here             I've gotta get out of here
I've gotta get out of here                   I've gotta get out of here
I've gotta get out of here            I've gotta get out of here   I've ( Read more... )

But I still don’t know the question ( Read more... )

So I have discovered the truth of death and the afterlife. The REAL truth. But I am not telling, why not? Because it would take about a million words to fully explain it all. Now how did I come into the possession of such knowledge you may ask, why it is quite simple. I was trying to go to sleep and my mind was moving at an incredible rate, so many ( Read more... )

Where to start? How to start this soon to be endless rambling of nothing and everything? Oh the joyous fractions of the heart combined with the sightless mind. HA! There we go lets drop the bucket now. The sun will be up soon and there is no sign of sleep, the weather will pick up eventually and stabilize in a coarse heat. Perhaps eventually I will ( Read more... )