i'm SICK of being pissed off ALL THE TIME.

someone took it upon them to verbally belittle my existence to the most insulting level today. they knew where it would hurt most and they struck without abandon. and it's all because they needed a scapegoat and i was nestled conveniently behind the real perpetrators, so there you have it ( Read more... )

i was really irresponsible today and had a cup of coffee at like 6:30 in the evening. now i have that cracked out feeling that's focused on the inner corners of my eyes - that weird wrinkle/stretched feeling that reminds you that, yes, you're getting older and you're tired but (ha!) good luck trying to get a fitless wink of shut eye. alas, i'll ( Read more... )

i have something very interesting in my wallet now. i call it my "anti-paranoia slip." think about it, but don't think too hard.

since i acquired the anti-paranoia slip, i have become noticeably less edgy, more agreeable all around. who woulda thunk it?

that's all i got.

i've started rolling my own cigarettes. it's a win-win/lose ( Read more... )

right now i just have the urge to say "by the by ( Read more... )

met a girl at a michael jackson cover band show. i kind of hope we get married just so i can say, "i met my wife at a michael jackson cover band show in hollywood."

i've moved. and it's awesome ( Read more... )

i only have two more days of an hour drive commute to work. starting monday it will be a 3 minute walk. 90 minutes extra of sleep. and infinitely longer evening. i won't ever have to drive once seth sends me my custom bicycle. siiiiigh. on the up and up in this respect ( Read more... )

i wrote my current landlord an email this weekend letting him know i'm moving out. he still hasn't responded. now i'm nervous. for no reason. per usual. i need to call him tonight ( Read more... )