goin through cds puttin music back on my comp....this weekend was weird...just went through my 2nd day of fencing tryouts and im hoping i made it

so me and eddie are still goin out but idk if its just me but i have this weird feeling something i dont know about is goin on and its scaring me and im afraid im gonna lose him and i'm an idiot for getting attached so quickly but i cant help it.....last night was good i got to see mike again after months and it was great then we had like e a 4 ( Read more... )

yea so latley everythings ben going fucking crazy...i mean everything..its weird everything i kno is like disappearing in front of me...its scary really scary and i dont know what might go next...but on a lighter note everything w/ eddie is going really well i mena these past couple days ive seemed sad but when im with him i feel so happy and even ( Read more... )

eddie asked me out last nigth and of course i said yes. it was the perfect ending to an amazing weekend. im really happy. and my next task in life is finding 2 perfect guys for 2 perfect friend lol. u 2 know exactly who u are and i love u 2.

definatly a good night. chels is here with me now lol were crackheads. but yea tonight i got to hang out with eddie =D i mean we drove around like idiots but it was fun as hell. we went to the diner adn had fun there and met up with lisa and raced her haha. um......yea it was fun and im done

yea um....i kno i sound like a stupid pecimistic bitch but seriously these past couple of weeks weren't all that great and i just cant liek neone anymore and it sucks a lot

i cant come home with out there being a fight wetaher it between me and someonw my parents or my father and my grandmother but i cant take this anymore. my dad started saying maybe he should just move out and i know hes not serious but how he could even say that while i was sitting about 10 feet away from him idk. he cant stay calm he just jumps ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHA 10-20-04 never forget that was sooo much fun and jimmy i never new u were that strong and god i do love ur ass

MONEY!!! yea i got paid $151.52 im feeling rich. ok friday sucked bigtime homeocoming was gay as hell and i really hate working. saturday i worked then went out with lisa that was fun cause it just usually is. and today i had work and ccd so yea the only good day was yesterday cause i got to go out.

i finally got to dye my hair black and i got to see lisa all within a period of 2 days. i haven't seen her in a while cause she couldn't go out and i fell so happy that i got to see her i missed her a lot. work sucked like it alwasy does and im still single and unable to like or find someone who likes me. so yea thats all thats really happened.