This month I've learned that solutions to problems take one small step at a time. Nothing will ever change overnight. I am going to have to work hard to get what I want. It's funny how I've never actually sat down and asked myself "What do I want?" However, the question is fairly simple. I want to live my life to the fullest, be happy, find ( Read more... )

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I called Heather back today. She was busy with her sorority sisters, but it's all good. Tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Andrew. Finally something goes my way. I saw Jamie tonight, also. Crazy kid. Lets see... I want to explain myself to everyone in reguards to the last... uhm, several months ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving. What am I thankful for? Hmm... I am thankful for the ability to look at your past and see your mistakes. I am thankful for growing up. I am thankful of the lessons I've learned from the past year. I still have much to do and grow from, but I can see myself now. I'm starting to again resemble the person I once was.... before this whole ( Read more... )

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I find myself suddenly with very few obstacles to limit me. Tomorrow I will check my class status, then friday I'll be in bartlesville for the break. Life has been going 1,000 miles an hour today alone... and to think yesterday I had very little hope. Everything seems so possible now. I love it.

Stupid girls. Here's a teaser: ^^


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I'm really good at fucking myself over. I made a promise today that I'm not going to do the things I'm doing... actually: I made a promise today that I *will* do the things I *haven't* been doing.

So, hopefully I will actually keep my promise. God help me.

This was from last night, bitches ( Read more... )

Do I really care what other people think? If you asked me even a month ago I would have said yes. I'm tired of being untrusted and unappreciated. I guess I'm just expecting too much from other people, even though I know that I shouldn't ( Read more... )

I'm back at school, and it turns out that in order to succeed at college courses these days, you will need your own PC.

I'm having a great moment/minute/hour/day/week/month/year/life.