I don't understand how you think that's how I mean it ( Read more... )

It has been decades, I know... but I need to vent. So... I guess I'm the idiot? The "clinger"? I just don't understand how you don't get it. The things you do and the things you say don't match up...how the hell can you not see that? So, which is true? The words or the actions? I'm not going to play this game anymore. So, start acting like you care ( Read more... )

I hate boys. Even the "nice" ones are assholes. I want... to give up.

I just feel miserable. Hopeless... and so sad. This is such shit, I swear.

Im pretty much hating you right now. Not you really, more like what your actions have led to. I really hate that because of my attatchment to you I also lie in the wake of what you do as well.... I also hate that I don't want to live without you.Don't take that the wrong way, I'm happy to be alive people...lol. But, seriously... I really just hate ( Read more... )

So, I'm home. Just sitting here and thinking. I know that most people "find thenselves" in college... or, whatever... But, I kinda always "had myself" And now, after the whole freshman year thing, I feel like I've lost myself a little for the first time. What is that about I wonder????

Umm so, I am thinking that when I am mad... I have the right to be.

Do you ever get sick of people telling you to calm down!?

I do!! Leave me be!! I want to be mad about something from time to time,.... give me that right. Scum! lol.

I hate feeling like something is wrong, but you can't put your finger on it. Most times, it's nothing...but, all the worrying makes it turn into something... b/c you get all paraniod.

What a rediculous order of events.

I sure hope it's nothing. I choose to calm down. I think I get a little kooky at times...sheesh.

So, I have this problem. I know it is one shared by many other females... and some males as well. But, I feel that I have a rare and extreme case of over-analyzing. And that would be in reference to... everything. The main issue is that, my new and crazy conclusion...seems to rule my emotions and moods. I need to end this habitual cycle. Any ( Read more... )

You ass. You make me so mad sometimes....And, I hate that you have that power.

Agh!!!! Jerk.