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i dont fucking beileve my whole entry got erased again! fuck! anyway....to wrap it up. im giving up on my singing. thats all. i have been knowing for a while that i didnt think i wanted that life anymore. but i realize now. if i even have to think about it...then i know i really dont want it. i mean..its the saddest thing ever. because i always had ( Read more... )

no more aol for lindsay!! thank god. new name to email.....SongGoddess123@comcast.net and new IM is just SongGoddess123. yay. im finally rid of gums. it was gay. anyway. had a ROUGH ass day here in lindsay land with the family again. accused of stealing MAD money. whatever. and then i watched HERE ON EARTH and i never saw the end...i cried my eyes ( Read more... )

omg! my whole entry just got erased. ok...so to sum it up. im going to sarahs wed!!!!!!!! well, thurs. unless i can stay with bear wed night. i hope so.....that wiouold be mad fun...even if it is a school night. anyway......her mom is the most cold-hearted bitch in the fucking world. i hate her. and refuse to talk to her ever again. yea.....and ( Read more... )

forced to have a talk with the parents. new news. im out in 6 months. thats all. no more. they cant take me. so im out. i have 6 months left to get what i can from here and then im screwed. um. im not even going to start saying things i feel.

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im sick of getting bashed for shit i do. i have been fucked with and tortured all my fucking life. it took me almost 19 fucking years to realize that i dont need to care about this world. or society. its fucked me over plenty of times...so why should i care now?? poeple may see me as a bitch now...but its only because i have finally changed and ( Read more... )

hey everyone. sorry i havent been home to update with that much detail. anyway. my parents saw my away message at sarahs that said "going back to hell......someone please kill me".....and my mom was hurt and my dad was pissed....blah blah blah. im so sick of this. my mom was like "can we talk sometime" when i got home and my dad yells from another ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i truly have the most beautiful girfriend in the fucking world. i love u sarah