ok...lets begin with my morning. FIRST i find out from jon;s mom that he got a chance to sing yesterday!! (he SUCKS! by the way) they gave him 20 seconds and said...no. and THEN i find out that Cadye Myer...another friend from school that went with jon...got a wrist band to audition too,,,,,but..............she chickened out!!! fucking didnt use it ( Read more... )

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hey everyone! wow, sorry i havent written in a VERY long time. we are in the process of getting new shit for my computer. got rid of aol and am on comcast.net now. i have aim tho still. so, my new name is SongGoddess123 for aim...and when ig et it set up, my new email will be SongGoddess123@comcast.net. ok? so, there ya go. im going to NYC tomorrow ( Read more... )

its 6:39 at the time. i went to bed last night at one...and woke up at 4:30 this mornign and coulnt go back to sleep. still cant. and thats with taking my sleeping pills! i dont understand at all. im so annoyed by this! there is nothing worse than knowing how bad ur body needs sleep....(only three and a half hours) and not being able to give sleep ( Read more... )

i just got back from the doctors. after i was prodded and poked for blood in three different places ...they decided my viens are too deep and i have to go to the lab to get it done b/c their needles are skinnier and longer...ick. it hurt. anyway, the woman doc who i saw was the one that lead my sister into her breast reduction surgery and got it ( Read more... )

ok...4:22.....still awake. nothing new. anyway. i decided what im gonna do for a job. ....my dad has sugessted a while back about working in a dept. store. my mom did after college and my g-pop did as well. its really good pay for full time and every adult that did it says is excellent benefits. and i have all my expeirience there. so thats what i ( Read more... )

hey hey. im still up on the phone with my baby. shes very cute. and i love her very much. im so gonna marry this girl. oooo wait!! i have mail. damn junk mail! lol. anyway. it freezing in here. i cant wait to get into my warm cuddly bed. and even better..thursday night..to get in my warm cuddyl bed with my baby. oh the feeling of sleeping with her ( Read more... )

IM AUDITIONING FOR AMERICAN IDOL NEXT WEEK!!! gonna stay with my cousin who lives in NYC and its three days. u go in the morning and they pick random poeple out of the crowd to go sing for them. yes, a very unprofessional way to do it...but i guess looks are more important. anyway, so my sister and i and sarah are going to the mall thursday night ( Read more... )

i hate when "somebody" replies to your lj. why cant poeple just tell me who they are?? if u dont wanna say ur name...then dont make comments.

i just had a talk with my dad. im never gonna be able to live in my own. ill never have enough money to support myself. never. this isnt how my life should be. i never tought it would ever be this bad. this isnt living. i have never struggled so much and this is NOTHING compared to whats gonna come in the next year or two. as far as im concerned, ( Read more... )