Oh god, I really, really wish I could give you that hug you need. I thought I'd be okay reading your March 26 entry, because I'm so far away, and I'm just sitting here and crying, and trying not to cry any harder than I already am.
I have no idea how you were able to stand seeing Taro with your own eyes. You shouldn't blame yourself one bit for not being okay. Anyone who is okay after seeing that isn't human.
honey there are not enough sad faces for this post
i am reaching out over the massive distance to hug you
you and all of japan
by the way? it was really fucking ballsy of you to go there even though you didn't want to. this is something that i think all of us who aren't right there with you need to know about, need to read.
*hugs* Please please PLEASE take care of yourself, OK? I'm really concerned for you right now, and I really hope you get better soon. Perhaps try seeing a counselor or therapist or someone like that ASAP? I know it might not be possible right now, but they've always helped me and I think they can help you too. Or if not, I'll try to be available when I can, in case you need anyone to talk to.
And I agree with feral_phoenix -- this was something we all needed to read, and I admire your courage for putting it out there. You're a lot stronger than you think -- don't ever forget that.
Please feel better soon, OK? I, for one, won't allow you to get any worse. ;-)
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I have no idea how you were able to stand seeing Taro with your own eyes. You shouldn't blame yourself one bit for not being okay. Anyone who is okay after seeing that isn't human.
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i am reaching out over the massive distance to hug you
you and all of japan
by the way? it was really fucking ballsy of you to go there even though you didn't want to. this is something that i think all of us who aren't right there with you need to know about, need to read.
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thank you for going for us.
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And I agree with feral_phoenix -- this was something we all needed to read, and I admire your courage for putting it out there. You're a lot stronger than you think -- don't ever forget that.
Please feel better soon, OK? I, for one, won't allow you to get any worse. ;-)
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