i pretty positive im the only person who even contemplates using this thing ( Read more... )

Really?...really?...what did i do to deserve this?! what did i do that was so horrible, to deserve this kind of pain?!
I try to keep to myself, i say nothing. and yet no matter what i do this stupid town and the people in it make
everything a living hell.

I would give anything to be as far away from here as possible....anything.

...and not sit in bed and cry over some stupid
guy who couldn't accept me for me.

i said try....

i have nothing and no one to fight for anymore ( Read more... )

i feel as if everything has gone from bad to worse. I finally start to feel better, and he shows up at my door. Out of no where saying he wants to talk. And what do i do, becasue i'm stupid i effing talk to him. I should have done what my head told me, "close the damn door!' But i didnt and hwat happens i have proceeded (like he probably planned/ ( Read more... )

my ex boyfriend said he wanted to try and fix things and i was dumb and believe him, but from the get go, when he made plans with me then bailed without calling, that it was going to work. We kept talking and it just got worse. he refused to hang out with me, would always say that i constantly brought up the past. And yesterday i had enough, and i ( Read more... )

microsoft word and all the the otehr crap that comes with it,a nd i have no idea how to download it or whatever the hell im suppose to do. i dont have the money to buy it, and i need more than just a 60 day trial, becasue i need it for the whole smester. And i keep asking my mother questions and she keeps giving me these useless answers that i dont ( Read more... )

i miss him.

at school. and i should be stoked, right? At least i think i should. It's been pouring rain (not for the last hour though) and so many things have happened and yet i have no one to tell. Courtsey of the fact that i have managed to piss off just about every person i talk to. that's included the person refered to in the last post.

You know how you ( Read more... )

You spend, basically two years of your life with someone, and all of the sudden nothing. And that's jsut what i mean, nothing. They just stop talking to you and you have no idea why. You text and you text. And eventually build up the courage to call and still you get nothing. To the find out, they're just ignoring you. And then they block your ( Read more... )