" You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." -Dr. Seuss

My reality is finally better than my dreams..... 

...can come from this situation. But i really don't care at the moment. 

...to heaven till we reach that day!" (Till we Reach that Day-Ragtime) 
As i sit here, avoiding my finals, i'm listening to "Ragtime" a cd i haven't heard since closing night. Yes, it still makes me cry, i can't make it past the first 2 mins of the opening number without crying...and the opening number is 10 mins. long! So can imagine the amount of ( Read more... )

...for Nathan." Peyton's Podcast # 4 ( Read more... )

...who pulled the rug/ he's lower than an ally cat dirty rat and i flatter....." ( "Forget about the Boy", Thourougly Modern Millie)

I'm having one of those, 'everything reminds me of him" kind of weeks. that's right, weeks...not days, or memories out of the blue kind of moments. but week. And it's the smallest of things that'll trigger a memory. ( Read more... )

....was a bitch!

Monday: I end up getting sick and threw up, and felt like shit all day, & did nothing.

Tuesday: I realize i have a huge test that haven't studied for that's on Wedesday.  To then get a phone call, & they have the nerve to say that they have tickets, for the show they've done, expecting me to be all gun ho about it, but yet when it ( Read more... )

...&be who i am/i just don't belong here/i hope you understand/We might find our place in this world someday/but at least for now/i gotta go my own way...."  ("Gotta go my own way," High School Musical 2)

I've been doing what my friend told me to do...if you haven't noticed i don't use names, there's no need to but eveyone's information out there ( Read more... )

...your life is just a choice." ("Always love",Nada Surf)

"Well if that's true apparently i've been making mine into Mount. Everest" -peyton sawyer podcast #1

You have no idea how much i connect with that quote. For the last month, my life has been an emotional rollercoaster. And i've become this person that, i was raised not to be. And the worst ( Read more... )

 
...you showed your emotion, & silence speaks louder than words."

You know, when you get the feeling something’s happened? As if something has changed, or you final come to realize things aren’t going to end in your favor. That’s where i’m at. I’m at the Peyton Sawyer moment when she realizes Lucas is in love with Lindsey.(Sorry,big OTH fan))  & no ( Read more... )

 ...for how much pain i feel right now. Anything can happen,right?

Anything did happen, & i got hurt. To the point of no return. Something happened, & everyone, & i mean everyone knew. For a week i might add. I was left in the dark, on cloud 9 for an entire week. & then the truth came out. Where it should have come out before last Saturday's events ( Read more... )