self destructive and trying to soothe myself

[songkran]

I feel like I am a piece of garbage. Nothing feels good. I went on a date with a girl a while ago, just coffee. We were going to go out again a week later. Halfway through the week, I was talking to her and after talking for a while she divulged that she "got a boyfriend the other day". Oh well. She kept trying to guess ahead of me about why I do

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[moosejunkie]

i still owe you one bonafide adventure.

[synthesoid]

did you write that?
it would make brilliant lyrics.

[songkran]

thank you. all of the lines are not meant to go together, but i wanted to say them all, so why not. i indulged myself. i miss sporadic conversations with you.