Well tomorrow I think Renee and I are going to Spokane to do something different for a change. We went to Clarkston last weekend and say Dylan and Josh and it was good but we're gunna play it cool and just do our own thing while they do theirs. I leave for Michigan in 2 weeks! I'm really excited. I even picked out my tattoo and alls I have to do ( Read more... )

Well, this weekend was really fun. I got to meet Dylan whom I am really starting to like and we went to the Demolition Derby and then out to dinner and then Sunday we went to a movie, Van Helsing, and it was really cool, I had a lot of fun. I'm sitting here in the library wondering what I should do. I can tell it's going to be a really long day and ( Read more... )

It seems that I don't write in orange much.  I don't know what to say today. I talked to Dylan last night and Renee stayed the night and she was angry with Josh and It was just crazy. I don't know if we're going down to clarkston tomorrow or not and I have no idea what we're doing this weekend, we might go to Granite again.  That was fun last ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts this morning because I'm hungry and my mom made me upset as soon as I woke up. She's being so stupid, she thinks that everyone is lazy and everyone makes her upset on purpose and that's not true, she's just stupid andshe pisses me off on purpose, i swear it.l Well, there may be hope to me finding a boyfriend within the future. ( Read more... )

I guess Joel doesn't really like me.  He never called me after school yesterday so that sort of implies to me that he's either avoiding me, too busy for me or maybe he just wanted to like,  use me or something because boys are like that and I hate them.  I wish I was pretty tan like Michelle Clark.  :( I can't wait until summer.  I don't know, I ( Read more... )

I don't like this color.

I don't know if I like this one either...

This one will have to do for a while.  I haven't written in forever! Nothing much has happened lately. I've been getting to know Joel and I'm really liking him. I hope that he isn't going to like, screw me over like what I've been getting cause that's just not gunna fly with me, I'm ( Read more... )

I really like to type in this green color and that othe aqua color I will be using later in this entry... :)

I guess Bryan does really like me, but he doesn't want a relationship right now, which I can understand but I still like him.  He knows that nothing happened between Joel and I and so I'm happy about that but Joel keeps calling me and I don' ( Read more... )

I guess I don't know where to start. This Bryan fella isn't working out and now I might start to like this other guy Joel but I'm afraid to because he's 21 and I don't know. I don't know what to do any I feel like I put myself in these predicaments very unknowingly of how they'll end up because I'm always drunk. But nothing happened last night with ( Read more... )

Today is just a stupid day I think. Nothing in my closet looks nice and I want to go shopping so I'm trying to talk my mom into taking me this afternoon but I don't think it's going to work and I never have any money so I can't go shopping ( Read more... )

It's weird. I broke up with Mac Saturday. It was just that he called me late at night, if at all, and we just never saw each other and it just wasn't working. I also met this guy Bryan but he says he'd never have time for me either but I know it's just an excuse and I don't know. I was drunk a lot so it wouldn't make sense, it doesn't to me if I ( Read more... )