i got another interview to study photography...its all finally going ok.
plus theres the definite offer *smiles slyly* yay.

http://www.house-of-harlot.com/

ok so anywyas back to the torture garden talk...my outfit was kind of cute...tiny black hotpants with red lace trim (it was valentine's after all) and duct tape crosses strategically palced...plus the usual fishnets and stripes + platform shoes. my hair was all done up a la 1950's with red lips, nails and flowers. daniel had a beautiful rubber ( Read more... )

o my torture garden was most amusing... i got lots of kisses from pretty people...and this one charming young man in surgical gloves and most was o so lovely! more later...

tonight the chainsaw massacre psychobilly babble and all that jazz (or not)
tomorrow the valentine day ball which i hope will be bloody sticky and very ....rubbery.
johnny's taking me *blushes* AND the delectable isy will v. hopefully be there withouit skinny emo type boyfriend *plots* ah to be a girl.

And I suddenly had faith in the idea of true love again. All I needed to do was find a boy who knew how to hold the pencil the right way, and who cared enough to step back from his drawing every now and again.

*cries*

i want to cry so much
this whole getting back together maybe thing is so frustrating
i dont know what the hell is going on. im meant to see him tonight and he hasnt called and im so fucking scared he's just gonna dissapear again.
im such a fucking idiot for breaking his heart in the fisrt place...twice.

i got into uni
woo

we're taking it slow
ok i have no idea where i stand

fuck her
does it even matter?
no sir ree
my ex phoned me last night.
its really just been one of those weeks.
he's coming over tomorow night.