is it Any point having a friend who relishes in making you feel like shit and like people hate you and is just generally fucking mean sometimes.
i want to go to sleep and never wake up...thats how she made me feel.

i got approached for fetish stuff again
hmmm should i shouldnt i
im not taking my bra and panties off but other stuff and dancing maybe.
ooo iget to model and do orders at the london edge trade show next week
might be fun....

my embrionic state is starting to piss me off
i need to stop being so fucking emotionally attached to the past.

you know how you can cope without someone as long as you dont see them
and if you do everything just comes storming back and withers you?
fuck.

is 39 to old?
*sigh*

well now everyone is truly back and here and seeing red
*licks her lips and tastes last night's girl*
i met A girl
she a red blooded italian 29 year old and she makes me think very bad things.
fuckin A.

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more family fucking *loook mits christmas lets all be nice to each other the one time a year we're together* visits. *screams reallly loud*
i need to get laid goddammit.

im teasing one of my best friends and leading him on
thats really horrible of me
i must stop
soon

so its christmas woo fuckinhg hoo
i did ge agent provocateur underwear though *giggles*
im really erratic with this whole livejournal thing. *sigh*