i'm losing my best friend. it's almost like i didn't care before and for some reason i really do now. i probably can't fix it. she'll hang out with me but she pretty much doesn't want anything to do with me. i've known her for 5 years and she's been my best friend for almost 2. she knows me better than anyone. the guys know me but they don't know ( Read more... )

yesterday i had my "beach party". it ended up being just me and stephanie pretty much the whole time till the guys showed up at around 5:30. we had a good time but steph ended up getting fried. after the beach we went back to my house and kicked it in the pool and ate some burgers byt he fire pit. glenn showed up as well as steve and aaron, then ( Read more... )

so the other night i went on the date from hell. the guys seemed cool then he started in saying things about how he would treat me if i was his girlfriend, then he was like kissing my face and hugging me. keep in mind i had only known the guy for an hour. a friend of mine gave this guy my screen name so we had been talking online. ong seriously i ( Read more... )

so only 2 days after i talked to the guy that did jess's tattoo about doing mine...i went back in to actually go through with it. i'm happy with it. i love it soooooooo much.

this is the drawing i found that was exactly what i had envisioned in my head.

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you would think that i would realize that putting my foot into a shoe that my cat has peed in first thing in the morning is a bad omen for the rest of the day. yet again i have been proven right about my theory that i have the ability to cause a guy to go back to his ex after he has been with me. today i find out that this guy i kinda dated has ( Read more... )

i forgot how much i missed my "original boys". it was good seeing seth and um... not so good being molested by his brother. i really need to figure out a way to tell him i'm really not interested in him. i guess i have the balls to give a guy my number but not to tell a guy that i'm not interested in him like that. i suck. well anywho...after i ( Read more... )

so my mom and i bought a new fire pit today (i'm sure you can already see where this is going). so we decided to break it in but the only logs we had got wet from the rain and i guess they hadn't dried out completely. after many many many sheets of news paper my mom told me to get the lighter fluid. well the fire was out when she started spraying ( Read more... )

i just got to spend the day with my favorite people. not a whole lot happened but i had a good time. and i got to spend the night with chris, just the two of us. it was good times and i was happy. yay! happy fattie. and now i get to go have sushi with my ashley love. oh dear. what did i do to deserve this amazing day? i only wish it was warmer ( Read more... )

so i kind of told off this guy i used to hook up with. he has a tendency to im me or very rarely call me after like a few months and ask me to do him "favors" then he gets bored with me and disappears. so i finally i used my new found self respect and told him how i felt and very politely told him to fuck himself and not me. i feel good right now.

in one text message all my plans came crashing down. they're still going to be carried out but it's going to be the weak, watered down version. i'm bummed. but hey, on the bright side, there will be cupcakes.