i am not going to smoke even though i am upset

Feb 18, 2004 00:53

I am not the girl that your friends say is cool- I am not the girl that you want to call- when I see you and my breathe is taken I have nothing to say that will interest you- nothing in common- I really don’t know- you also don’t talk when we’re around each other- is there anything there? How can I know if you won’t say anything? I feel unable to ( Read more... )

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drowninglondon February 18 2004, 04:27:37 UTC
sweetie. sorry i didn't call. i went to bed. talk to me. tell me what is going on. i'm free any time after 2pm today. we just need to spend some serious talking time. i need claire updates. you just sound so sad.

~court-NAH

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My thoughts... aka_fanny February 18 2004, 14:50:04 UTC
Since our conversation last night I have been thinking about the comment you made about realizing that you do not know what you are passionate about, what compels you, what motivates your discourse with other people, and that this could be a reason why you feel disconnected from people. You said that you feel like you have nothing to add or offer. I beg to differ: I think you have an amazing intellect, a considerable capacity to love, and many other important offerings for the world. My guess is you just don't know what to be passionate about yet, or that passions you have had in the past have been extinguished in some way or another. Here are some thoughts I have been tossing around since last night ( ... )

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