i'm scared for laura. i miss wendy. i want to be back home where i can tend to all of my little duckies.

haven't written lately, but i'm in london. getting drunk with some really effing cool people. i'm here with my mom. i miss the people at home. especially ozzy and laura. y'all write me if you read this. post comments please. just people let me know if all is well. i'll update when i have the money to.

cheers
Courtney

I have a beautiful secret that I want to protect from the world. Keep my own, like a penny in my pocket. And it doesn't matter what it is precisely, just that it brings back some old feelings of nice......pleasant.....like the feeling you get driving east down ft. caroline at 3:30 on a beautiful blue fall afternoon. All of the windows down and big ( Read more... )

so apparrently anti-depressants really do help. i am finding this out the hard way. this week has made an impressive turn around. i found a car. silver 95 infiniti with black leather interior. power everything and great condition. there are a few MINOR body problems, but that just gives me reason to go back to carsmedics and see jason. hot. also, ( Read more... )

i'm doing horribly in school. my car is totaled (AGAIN). i'm really effing sick. no one is answering their phones or can hang out. i'm really sad right now and i don't really have anyone to talk to. so i'm guessing that the internet world is it ( Read more... )

.....i was so fucked up. but i practiced self-control. no drinking for me. i had a sip of mike's wine, but that was it. laura was so cute last night. and i wanted to crash at her place, but i had to come home and do homework, so i couldn't.

i'm so frustrated right now.

~me

it's been awhile since my last decent post or update.....i'm content right now. for the first time in a long time, at this moment, i'm content. i'm registering for classes, working a good job, moving out in a month or two and this is the best i've felt in the last month at least. i'm not happy per say, but content is better than nothing ( Read more... )

i'm totally chillin up here in nashville. i have a new perspective of how things in my life should be. of what needs to improve and what not. i'm developing a less warm fuzzy feeling in my tummy about how my life is going. i'm so jealous of this setup that claire has here. it's so.....ideal. it's how i always saw my life going in college. claire ( Read more... )

i'm so freakin excited right now! on thursday i leave for nashville. a long weekend of paid vacation days, pot, pot brownies, great company, and a long road trip with a totally hot lesbian. all right ( Read more... )

AMERICA IS GOING TO ROT IN A REPUBLICAN HELL FOR THE NEXT FOUR YEARS. I WANT TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE COUNTRY. FOR ALL OF THE DUMB ASSES WHO VOTED FOR BUSH, I HOPE YOUR HAPPY. AND I HOPE YOU REALIZE WHAT KIND OF RESTRICTED LIFESTYLE WE ARE ALL ABOUT TO BE LIVING IN DUE TO THE MASSIVE REPUBLICAN MAJORITY REPRESENTATION IN THE GOVERNMENT. WELCOME ( Read more... )