some days, living at home makes me want to beat my head against the wall profusely. today is one of those days.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i can't think of anything valid to yell, so i just want to scream.

~me

i had the best dream last night. she kissed me. and that's all i really remember. but that was enough for me.

if anyone wants to know any more of any details i can remember (not that they will) ask and i'll tell.

~me

what i've learned from studying for my Gender Wars midterm:

~the Chinese people are in general bigger bastards than i ever gave them credit for ( Read more... )

so i've realized that i haven't posted anything really optimistic in a while. utterly depressing. however, i have great news. at this CURRENT moment, i am in a wonderful mood. that is thanks in large part to laura for making this a fun evening.

also, attention everyone, ADAM will be in town (meaning jacksonville) this coming weekend. everyone ( Read more... )

well, i've been home a grand total of 30 minutes this evening and my dad has already yelled at me about window tinting and made a derogatory comment about my mom whoring herself out to find money to pay for it ( Read more... )

i suppose that it should be viewed as completely ludacris that i'm so shaken by such a minor incident. in fact, after a bit of thought, everything makes sense. she was right.....we're getting too close. i'm taking her for granted. for the most part giving up on establishing good friendships with others, because i just assume i'll hang out with her ( Read more... )

i need to be held. i hate having emotional discussions with my mom. they always leave me and emotional wreck. my god i just need to be held.

it has occured to me, on such a wonderfully green afternoon, that those of us in the southeastern part of the u.s. are as accustomed to driving in rainy hurricane days as those in the north are to driving in snowy blizzard weather. i find both equally impressive.

~me

i want sex. or some form of a piece of ass. maybe just a cuddle buddy. yeah. i could live with just one of those.

damn.

i can say no more......

~me

hey hots! i'm going to sign the papers for my new car today. i'm so friggin' excited.

hot.

~me