it's funny how a simple poem can evoke so much emotion out of a person.....

why do i let life get to me ( Read more... )

sometimes i think i have so much emotion inside of me and no way or no one to express it.

the past week i feel like i've been watching a movie of my life. not me actually living it.

i think i'm having a melt down right now.

~me

when i feel like i've made a negative impression on someone. especially someone who i'd like to incorporate into my super small social circle.

but if someone decides after spending time with me that they don't really like me, then i suppose that is their loss....

damn.
~me

well, today i got rear ended. the cop estimates that there is about 3500 dollars worth of damage to my car. isn't that lovely. however, i've managed to get the rest of the day to take my time and deal with this now, rather than try and squeeze it in later.

that is all.
~me

so i finally got around to detailing the inside of my car. i figure that if my mom takes it on friday to get the oil changed and just for general maintanance, and i detailed my car today and i'll wash it on friday afternoon or something, then this weekend my car will be good as new practically. i even got the resin spots off of the inside. it's ( Read more... )

basically everything. everything you eat or drink tastes vaguely the same....hell, you can't even enjoy a good high when you're sick. i hate coughing, sniffling, sneezing, medicine head (even though it leads to comedic experiences), blowing my nose, taking medicine. and you don't even get treated well when you're sick. in fact, if anything, it's ( Read more... )

i would like to think that people like mike (who expect me to drop whatever i'm doing and hang out with him all the time) would show me the same curtosy i show to them. for example, stop fucking making plans with me then breaking them all the fucking time! and it really sucks when someone who is supposed to be my close friend fucking blows me off ( Read more... )

i came home and passed out while i was on the phone with laura. she woke me up and sent me to bed. i slept right through my alarm this morning. i guess i'm taking my morning class off. i need to figure out what is wrong. i suppose some peace and quiet might help. i just feel quite confused. i want to have some sort of epiphany so i can get my life ( Read more... )

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