Ok, I ve been knocked out for a while and ya know wat? I found my CD player and my CDs not scratched every thing was perfect. Now alls I gottdo is c if Sawyer has ne batteries for me! OH how I've longed to hear the lovely voices of benji and joel from GC! I guess I'll b ok for a while.

OK here's the deal I fainted infront of evreyone and woke up inthe woods. NOw real quick I had this awesome dream thing with me and billy martain from good charlotte. ooo is he hott. well any ways every one thinks im a zombie or somthing but heck who cares accually it is kind of funny.. I really need to talk to sawyer though.

Well maybe this might work-out after all I'll be gone and nobody 'll care and hopfully noone will know. It all depends on Sawyer........ Oi Sawyer I think I might like him.. but I can't, I can't have any reason to live for this. This is getting to hard for me hopefully he'll do it soon for me.AAAARRRRGGGGGG I'm hungry I don't wanna be hungry!

Well I'm working on having Sawer helping me so-not like anyone would care or anything-I can die but have noone know abouut it maby it'll work but Shannon I what I worry about. I mean she knows she suspects I guess she is smarter than I thought.

Oh, ok I haven't gotten the guts yet to commit suicide. Good news, well um besides no one still knows me, and I might be accually trying to be nice to people and talk to them but that isn't all that great. Soo who cares. well c u l8r!
buh- bye.
sonnis

OH great, Shannon knows that I wanna die. And delayed me so I have to prevent any spread so I might have to become friends with her.... Maby it won't be so horrid! I'll have more time to give everyone their stuff.
Well wish me luck.
Bye, (hopfully forever!)

I have decided I am going to commit suicide before i get to close to anyone. I am giving the pamphlet -my mom gave me for no reason- on Childbirth and raising kids to Clair. The map I found that is of the island is going to Sayid. And the reast of my stash will be given to Charlie little dose he know about the two suitcases that I found filled with ( Read more... )

Today I decided to show myself and finally let people know that I exsist.
Today just kind of stunk I mean I can't believed I didn't run but that's ok.

Today I was almost caught today while I did my spying. I said, "Little prat," a little to loud, and I decided to run.