[ aiight guys, my parents are getting a divorce and I just cant deal with anything else right now. Im going to go live with my grandmother and she has no internet, so im going to have to leave the community.

Sorry Jeph, You have my real live journal though so I'll send you a comment as soon as I can xox. Its been fun guys.]

[[ ooc: Sorry Jeph im not going to be on alot this week due to school, but i'll try my hardest because you kick ass. ^_^ ]]

I've been in the medical ward for awhile,
I hope you've been okay Jeph.

I don't love alex.
Simple as fuck.
Vanity.

I've been bitchy lately,
I haven't seen Jeph in awhile either.
Meh.

[ OOC: Sorry I havent been on in awhile guys. My power got cut. blame the rents ]

Im cold and shaky and restless,
I want to sleep forever but my body
won't let me. I miss Ryan.

Im so sorry Jeph.
I love you.

I give up. Im done.
Im done with life, and having to try.
Im sick of it all.

Im adopted right? Thank fuck,
well my 'parents' came by yesterday,
just to tell me that their done speaking
to me ever again. I dont care honestly, I ( Read more... )

I feel so much better,
thanks to Jeph, he totally got me through
withdrawls and I never could have done it
without him, even though he's part vampire
I swear.

Drama, drama, drama,
I swear, Ive never seen so many
people turn on each other before and I
cant help but be a bit hurt by what I herd.
But it all worked out.

I feel horrible,
I haven't had Heroin in two days,
I've been sick constantly and I can barely
stand up without having to run to the toilet and hurl.

This sucks,
this jail sucks,
Im eighteen and I've finely
decided to turn my life around in prison?There's this voice in my head that tells ( Read more... )