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you're not going anywhere with where you really want to be..

there's too many places.

too little time.

...too many people....

none of them are mine.

too much..

there is just too much. and they think you're not enough.

...you learn to sleep with the noise....

but i can't learn..

i just cant sleep.

out of madness, comes truth....

i will be with her some day..
she will see me, some day.
our feelings will touch, some day....

...

and they will all know how i love.

tinyrockets

...I have not felt adequate for some days now ( Read more... )

...well.. fuck i am an idiot. um... there is nothing again. abraham why you so dumb..? ...i want to go lay down in my bed. she is the pillow... o want the bed to soak me up.. lay deep in that bed.... it wont let me breathe anyways... just nothing.

please.. we have t opractice. i need to scream. practice screaming.. because tnoghitnf is working. i cant even write right. im not even right ( Read more... )

i realy wanted the places that i thought i could go to... please hear me on this... i wanted to go there. but it feels as if people raped me of those things that could have made me feel happy.. someoen talk to me..... someone that i want.. someone that i need... talk to me of something that will inspire... instead of taking from me, all that ( Read more... )

...I have not felt adequate for some days now...
Nothing interests me...
I walk some streets with half shut eyes because nothing is worth gaping at...
I have not seen any beauty for some days now.
I scared it all away.
I scared it all away.