perm anon post~.

[sonofon]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

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[anonymous]

i loved him for an entire year.

it doesn't sound long, and i was young -14 at the time- and he was 4 years my senior, but i loved him all the same. he was brash, stupid, loud...a jerk, a liar, a philanderer (and i could do better) but he was also charming and gentlemanly and strangely sincere all the same.

i fell for him. hard. i could honestly say he was my first love.

but the problem was that he led me on, along with literally about 12 other girls. what hurts me the most was that they all felt as strongly about him as i did...

...and he had a real girlfriend in college that knew nothing.

[sonofon]

Oh my Ford, anon, I just want to hug you. *hugs* To be honest, I can't possibly understand what that must have felt like. To be betrayed like that is probably the worst. I suppose the only thing I can say is that I hope that whatever love you have in the future will be much, much more positive. It's incredibly hurtful that your first experience with love had to end this way. I feel for you. &hearts (I'm no expert about love so I'm sorry how lame this sounds. ;w;)

[anonymous]

*hugs*
thank you! that just feels really good to let out, and even better to hear that kind of optimism from someone else. and no such luck on anyone decent yet (for i have a habit of meeting bastards) but thank you all the same<33

[sonofon]

*hugs some more*

I'm glad that it helped for you to vent. Ford knows I keep enough bottled inside, so it makes me really happy to hear that! And well, maybe you won't find someone now, anon, but one day, when all the bastards are gone, I'm sure you will. We all will. &hearts

[anonymous]

I think I have a crush on my friend.

[sonofon]

Aww, I hope it goes well for you, anon!

[anonymous]

I feel like a failure as a daughter. My dad... sure he seems happy, but never happy with me.

I don't talk to him enough. I try to, but he's such a quiet person, it's really hard to keep a conversation going. I love him more than the world and I'm sure he does for me, but I just wish we could speak to each other better.

...My biggest fear is that he'll get older and die, and I'll never have known him.

[PS: The King and I as reference?]

[sonofon]

My dad and I have never been terribly close either. He works a lot and when he comes home he's always tired and just sleeps. So I can sort of relate, anon.

I'd be lying if I said I've never had the same fear. I think it's a fear a lot of people could relate to. Maybe you could find out some of the things he likes and use that a start for a conversation? (I don't know where you live, but maybe it's still Father's Day where you are?) I hope you are able to create a better relationship with him. &hearts

[and yes! :D]

[anonymous]

I can't work anymore.

I'm fed up with school and work and life. Everything feels like a chore. Playing the piano is a chore. Studying is a chore. Being with friends and hanging out is a chore. I'm told that this is a sign of depression, but there are parts of me that don't want to believe that. I don't want to go to a psychologist. I don't want to see the doctor. In the end, there will be different people butting in my problem, more than they should, more than I would like, and I'll get frustrated with that, too.

And I don't want to start complaining, because others will get involved, and I'll just be handing the problem over to more people to deal with.

I'm close to breaking. I have exams this week.

Nothing is helping.

[sonofon]

You seem really really stressed, anon. D: I hope your exams go well, but I also hope you'll be able to take a break afterwards. Maybe you don't want to go see a psychologist or a doctor, but you also have to think about what you're doing every time you refuse help. Sometimes too much help seems overbearing, yes, but they probably mean well. And having people actually want to help you is still better than being completely ignore, right? In any event, hang in there, bb!

*hugs* &hearts

[anonymous]

Your response made me think about a lot of things. Maybe seeing the doctor will help some after all. Thank you. :D

Hopefully I'll do well on my exams and then be able to do something about my crumminess before my summer job starts. ...Summer job. I want to cry.

Again, thank you, sono-tan~ ♥

[anonymous]

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Oh. Oh crap. Did I type sono-tan?

...

In any case, I think I've given myself away, so... -run away-

[anonymous]

Is it really possible to love two people at the same time? I think I do, but I also think it's impossible.

On another note, I think you're a wonderful person. You're an amazing friend and don't ever believe anything less.

[sonofon]

I think if you truly love two people, then you love two people. Don't say it's impossible. Maybe it's not the social norm but that doesn't mean it doesn't happen. Best of luck to you!

Aww, you're so sweet; thank you, anon! &hearts