i dunno why i decided to change my lay out..

OAR april sixth ! wow, excited!

thats about it.

right now ( Read more... )

today was nice ( Read more... )

fuck. time couldn't go by any faster ( Read more... )

things have been pretty good considering everything that has happened in the past, ah i dont know week or so. so apparently cause nothing but stress and anger in my house therefor my mom wants to send me to therpy and what not. that should be fun ( Read more... )

once i fell for this boy and was completely blinded, and i won't let it happen again

i have life all figured out.

so its 7 o clock in the morning, i had about 5 hours of sleep, 9 within the last two days, i was woken up by my mom yelling at the top of her lungs to get out of bed then she actually had the nerve to run into my room and yell some more and turn that light on, only for me to wake up and find out.. no school. way to go mom ! ugh ( Read more... )

i think im okay with everything now. i think i'm finally willing to except the facts and it feels good. like really good. i realise i can just let go and if its supposed to happen it will, and in the mean time im just gonna chill and do my own thing and i understand that i will miss him, but theres no reason why i should be upset because what we ( Read more... )

i have a bad habbit of letting people slip away from me without even noticing or even understanding that they just won't be there, and when i realize that their gone, that i just let them walk away from me. him being right there right in front of me and its like nothing even happened its like we'r strangers or maybe friends but its like what just ( Read more... )