So...I'm back at my dad's again. Long story short, I was once again duped by someone I thought was a friend. No surprise there, right? You try to do someone a favor and get screwed in the process, isn't life grand ( Read more... )

So I'm really bored at work right now. I keep getting hang-ups for some reason, wonder why? Is it a full moon tonight? Hmmmm ( Read more... )

So I'm back in the Fort. Got to say goodbye to Paul, spent my last two Fridays in Liverpool with him, which was really nice. I finally feel like I'm over that now, you know? I just needed that little bit of closure and now I have it. I'm not ready to date anyone new yet though, lol, even though Char's already trying to set me up with people! ( Read more... )

I just read that Melinda was kicked off American Idol this week so I totally had to put my happiness down on record somewhere!!! Yay!!! I think she's shit! Now Blake will easily win ( Read more... )

So, I'm pretty depressed. Have a part-time job, but it's only one night a week and nowhere near enough money. My boss keeps telling me that in a few weeks it'll be moved up to 3 nights a week for more money (cuz I'll be doing more and we'll be using my karaoke files, mostly) and that he's going to help me get a job at one of the other karaoke ( Read more... )

Oh, Christ. Please excuse the pathetic drunken ramblings of my last post, lol. Going to the business center of the hotel you're staying in, at 4 in the morning, after drinking all night is just not the best idea in the world ( Read more... )

is it possible to love someone, and I mean truly love someone, without them feeling the same way, or even knowing how deep your feelings run?

I love Paul, I've loved him since that first night we met, and I've known that forever, since before we ever met, forever, and he says that he loves me, but he doesn't love me enough. He said that I deserve ( Read more... )

I think I found the perfect apartment today!! It's a little farther from the city centre than I was hoping, but that's okay! It's about a block north from where I lived last year - I can see my old building from the street in front of it, lol. But it's huge and the furniture is all really nice, it comes with a tv and double beds (well, kind of ( Read more... )

I'm going back to Liverpool on the 9th!! I'm sooooo excited! Now I've just gotta find a job, but I'm sure I can do it!!

It can't be said enough, I'm soooooo excited!!

Have a great New Year's, everyone!!

So Paul called me on Monday and we met for a few beers before he came over to watch a movie. We talked a bit about Thursday (though at first he said he didn't wanna talk about it, but I wanted to explain to him why I went out with my coursemates) and he said he wasn't mad at me and never really had been - he was just grumpy and wanted to go home ( Read more... )