i quit.
i needed a mental release from the stress of this job.
so i will be jobless for a bit and will need to start selling random stuff on ebay to make some money!!!!!!!!
funtimes.

so i'm back. i just read through some of my entries.... brought back some good, bad, happy, and sad memories.

it's all good though.

nothing too exciting to update about.

i am going shopping in a bit, and actually excited about it.

it's cold... freezing... outside. freezing for miami, anyway.

ATLANTA / NEW YORK CITY / BOSTON in two months

I thought today would be better. Its not.
I'm miserable & trying to distract myself by watching heroes.
I wish I'd just slept all through today. Its shitty already and its only 11am.
I want a restart on life.

i really need to stop crying. my eyes hurt.

oh what am i to do?!
i'm freaking out already ... and i haven't been asked THE question today YET.
i've faced this question a few times recently.
and the answer was always easy.
but today the answer might change?
oh shit.
i guess i'll leave it to a spontaneous decision when i'm faced with it.
oh shit x2.

dammit ( Read more... )

soooo all good things come to an end.
i should have known this all along.
all i want to do is cry.....

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haven't written in a while. i've been more into blogging on the myspace. i need to do a massive mac makeup sale again. i have accumulated so much stuff that i really don't have any place to put it. i think i've just become way too obsessed and i'd end up wasting paycheck after paycheck on ........... makeup. yeah, i think that's what i'll be doing ( Read more... )

pumpkin tits......? ok.