bleh, another long week. Its been raining nonstop here so i dont feel like going for a run. Plus the people at the physical therapy arent helping at all for my shin splints gah. But everything else is good, i was wondering does anyone know if you retain water before you get your period and if thats why my weight is higher at that time on the month ( Read more... )

Havent posted in soo long, now i finally have time after the craziness of school is sort of winding down :) I've been doing pretty good with restricitng, and i go to the gym every night around 6ish and never eat after that. The numbers on the scale are going down but i dont see change meh.

hope everyones doing well!
sophia

AHHH, i hate my parents. Everything has to turn into a stupid fight. All i did was tell my mom not to buy cookies anymore, and she makes a stupid joke about how quickly i usually gobblethem up, when its her stuffing her face. I hate how she always talks like shes in the perfect shape and thin when shes not.

Wow, i havent updated in a long time, been soooo busy with hw and stuff. Anyways, i've started running at least 3/4 times a week except my shins still kill :( My april vaca from school is coming up and that week im gonna work out everyday and live on fruits and veggies. Is anyone also 5'3? what size pants do you wear, cause i hate comparing my pant ( Read more... )

finally friday, longest week ever. Im trying to eat smthng tiny every three hours to keep my metabolism running, cause i found that when im under 1000 cals a day i loose no weight at all even though im doing like an hour of cardio and weights everyday. Then when i binged evryday for like 4 days straight i lost half a pound every day and didnt ( Read more... )

I tried on my bikini from last year today, and i almost cried. i just saw these pics of ashely olsen in a bikini and she is such a big thinspiration to me, that i got my butt on the eliptical for an hour

The OC's back tonight! My thursday is complete :), bleh now if only i was as skinny as marissa.

I havent worked out in so long thanks to an overload of hw, but tmmrw no matter what i am gonna go for a run. Im so not looking forward to the first run after uh 3 monthes lol.

Anyways i really need to stop eating when im stressed, i dont even realize how much i eat when im just trying to study blehh

pretty good day though, cant wait for spring

Finally the weathers getting a little bit warmer, i guess i can start running outside again soon. I hope i dont get shinsplints again, grrrr. Yesterday i did a bunch of squats and im kinda sore today but i love the feeling because i know my workout did something and my muscles were worked ( Read more... )

Gahhh

I binged again today, and feel so gross. I have to remember tmmrw is a new day :)

heyy anyone whos reading this..lol

Ive bascically only made this journal for ED related posting and ranting

So add me i guess? lol