SO, I Know I never post. BUt this time I have a question? There hav ebeen wonderful thigns in my life these past few months, but I find myself compensating publically for the bad with a blinding optimism which without result could lead to my financial ruin. SO short version, does anyone no a cheap lawyer good enough to sue a large corporation?

It's now the second week of inconsistent sleep. I had begun hoping that once things calmed down a bit, once normality had been restored, my mind would...well, at least it would let me sleep. Things were a bit easier on me last night. I crashed my skateboard yesterday on my way to the theater. (Granted I could have driven to the theater, but I'm ( Read more... )

So another update from the abyss ( Read more... )

So I"m neglecting my packing for a little bit. I've been responsible enough for one lifetime....shame I can't just walk away forever. lol bah, but what's the fun of a life without challenge? After a series of discussions that have left me quite uncomfortable, I went with my roommates to sign our new lease agreement. It's nice to actually be on the ( Read more... )

This is one of those out there entries that I don't expect anyone to care about. Not really an update, just thoughts.floating around my head that I felt the need to express.

First I present to you life's dreams-  My life situation has given me the opportunity to have a future. It's seemed like a hopeless ambition for so long that I can't remember ( Read more... )

I keep trying to write an entry but shortly thereafter get caught up in other things. I'm usually a bit better about controlling my ADD, but I've been stressing myself lately. I"m sure it'll all cool down by the end of next week ( Read more... )

Been reading the Screwtape Letters. Very interesting book. I am thankful to my mother for gifting it to me. I'm already in book two of...um...however many are in the compilation I was given ( Read more... )

Proverbs 7-Adultery and pursuing Seductive women

Today when I allowed the spirit to guide me this is the verse I was lead to. I know many times over this is one of my faults. When I am pursued by a woman it is very hard for me not to get lost in her. Is this a warning or a reproach? I suppose it is both.

The next two versus were about destruction ( Read more... )

Day four of cleansing.

I cried today...I cried uncontrollably it took a lot to force myself not to bottle it up again. My hands started twitching and I wanted to strike something to break my concentration from the sadness that was behind that barrier. I know a lot of people might think that crying is a bad thing, but so is bottling everything up ( Read more... )

I have begun the cleansing that I promised myself this Summer. It's been nearly two years since I allowed anger to consume my heart. It's shameful that I relied on the strength of such darkness to sustain me. I have struggled for months to overcome it, debating what was right.

My desire is to restore the barriers within my heart and mind. To know ( Read more... )