Birthday

[sophiexmas]

My boyfriend greeted me 2 days before my birthday. I said that he was too early and he told me that in London it was. I told him, only if London was 2 days ahead. He apologized. I called him 2 days after, just a little past midnight his time. I wanted to talk. I didn't mind that he was out with his friends. He told me he'd call me back, but not

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[transientkarma]

hi. I randomly came across a post of yours on boring_people. I was just browsing Lj while waiting for a phone call but the way you express yourself is really poetic, in a prosaic matter-of-fact kind of way.

All that to ask: Can I friend you?

[sophiexmas]

Yes, of course.

[behindtherayban]

that is really sad ): I think birthdays are talked up way too much because I always expect them to be grand and they are just mediocre. I hope it gets better. Its funny how people talk about how pot is not bad at all, its not addicting and no one has died from it yet so many people lose and gain friends because of it. My favorite is when my boyfriend told me when he is high he can really be himself. At that point I told him, if you need drugs to be yourself then that is pathetic.

[sophiexmas]

I know. I smoke pot myself. Not addicted, but have had people close to me believe that it wasn't addicted, and yet they can't seem to go more than a day or 2 without it.

The last days my boyfriend and i spent together when we found out we had to live in different countries, he smoked pot to make him feel relaxed and less anxious. I feel like we turn into different people when we smoke. It wasn't really helping me decide whethet I knew him well enough or felt like I wanted to pursue this relationship enough to stick it through a long distance relationship.