Take off my shirt
Loosen the buttons
And undo my skirt
Stare at myself in the mirror
Pick me apart, piece-by-piece
Sorrow decreased
Pressure released
I put in work
Did more than call you
Put more than deserved
When it was over
Did I wind up hurt? (Yes)
But it taught me
Before a decision
Ask this question first

Who am I living for?
What is my limit?
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I think what i need more than anything else in the world.....
is to be told (just once) that someone doesnt know what they would do without me

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What have i done an what have i become..


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Today was worse than ever Tomorrow better..Indeed!!
xx

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Its too late but i promised myself id write in this everyday - Stupid me!
Today was good, Salad, two coffee's....
On another note i gotta change a few things about me :D, no more drugs/alcohol!!
Me.

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Today was great...
But there is something missing right now!
It has not happened yet but its coming!
either way now it = self blame...


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Today so far going GREAT
Music -
Hurt - Nine inch nails also johnny cash
COACHELLA 1- 15 - Fix Your Face Volume 2- DJ-AM & Trvi$ Barker

Want to shoot up but im in a devo mood so i cant


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Yesterday:
Yesterday went fine! i think i fianlly found a way to deal with my parents! =].. im ultra happy!!! i havent eaten since 2pm yesterday and im feeling Great not that long but i guess when they know somethings up/ get hinted by a doctor they kinda watch your meals more. iv got plans and i have to stick to them like GLUE! iv got 2 and a half ( Read more... )

You know I like you but you've gotta understand I LOVE you and when you talk about being with others it H.U.R.T.'S

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I SUCK!!
thats all i have to say

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