OMG, I'm surprised my LJ account hasn't expired. It's been months! I forgot I had a blog here until recently. A lot has changed in all this time. Gawd, just thinking about updating leaves me exhausted. I give up. Another day.

The older I get, the wierder my PMS symptoms get. Some months it's migranes, other months I have insane sex dreams. This month it's intense lower back pain and muscle spasms--I can't walk upright today. I visited the Student Health Center after class today. They gave me pain meds and muscle relaxers. I couldn't imagine driving home in so much pain ( Read more... )

Okay the Airborne tablets make me feel a little bit lighter, for lack of a better adjectivce, but for less than a half hour. This head cold isn't going anywhere. What amounts to a seven or ten day minor cold for most people, usually ends up deepening into bronchitis and eventually pneumonia for me, and lingering for two or three months (feelings of ( Read more... )

Cass and I went to WalMart last night to pick up stuff for my head cold and her school lunches. On the way home, we were traveling south on Hwy 89. Just after we took the right fork in the highway toward Mapleton, we had an accident. The railroad runs parallell to the highway and there's this intersection with a railroad crossing on the right and ( Read more... )

For those of you in whom I confided, I just want to say that things have settled down a bit here. I made the call from JC's office, but was told by the-powers-that-be that I didn't have to take it any further. It has been listed as a "call to service" so there will be something on record, but nothing that will yield the backlash I feared. Meanwhile ( Read more... )

Kent and I participated in the Clothesline Project together today. Enough said.

I opened a MySpace account because I wanted to have a carefree part of me somewhere out there. I have been such a drama queen here. But it's as I've said before, I don't go looking for drama--it just seems to find me. Honestly, I had no idea what kind of person I was marrying over eighteen years ago, even though we dated for two years, so it's not ( Read more... )

If there seem to be inconsistencies in my last entry, it's because I started writing it last night, and finished it this morning. This afternoon he calls my cel phone and talks casually as if this never happened. I'm ready to crack.

Things are bad. They've been more dramatic and certainly more dangerous for me in the past, but now we're at a place in our withering marriage that leaves me walking on all-new eggshells. Tonight he decided to start sleeping in separate rooms permanently. It started with me allegedly interupting him. He'd made this self righteous, calloused, ( Read more... )

Something is wrong with my LJ account, I guess. I can't seem to find my friends on my friends page. The other day they all disappeared and there were only three--two from someone I don't know--and I couldn't find a link to read beyond one page. DAMNITALL!!!! So if we haven't had tea together in a while (you know who you are), you may just get a ( Read more... )