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He dont want to talk about nothing. Drew's been home in Ohio for almost a week now.I've given him space to unwind, unpack and get himself right despite pressure from my family to ask what he plans to do for Crissette ( Read more... ) -
Radio silence
Drew's silence is a good indicator that hes in the process of leaving the army. Gel said him not being on his phone means he's going through rhu.I dont know what that is but she says he has to do it for a month before being released. I'm glad but that means he still won't be in Philly when I give birth to Crissette ( Read more... ) -
More baby stuff
I got more baby stuff in the mail. Breastfeeding stuff. I have to look up how to use this stuff. There's some type of microwave bags to clean the bottles. I feel over my head ( Read more... ) -
What's it been?
All I want this year is to do better. I want to be in a good place. I want to be stable. I want people I can reply on. I want to mean SOMETHING to SOMEONE. -
It's been forever
Can't remember the last time I wrote here. So much on my mind. I would say my feelings are hurt but I'm used to it. I lost everything when I lost my job. My apartment and my general well being. I've been staying with my sister but I don't know what the higher powers plan is for that. All I see is shit I don't like. -
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Hi, what's it been? Two, almost three years? It's been awhile. I'm now almost 30 and still losing at life. Over educated and underpaid due to being extremely well adjusted to wanting nothing out of life. Finally read Generation X and I've come to the realization that I am Andy, Claire and Dag. All of them, yes ( Read more... ) -
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Im seseriously tired of this self righteous piece of shit. Ungrateful bastard. I've been trying to take care of us, buying you the medication you need,specialized pillow for your neck, trying to come up with a new place for us to live come next year and want to belittle me? Pretty much call me an whore? And tell me there is nothing I cab say to ( Read more... ) -
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I can't even remember the last time I posted anything but I know it's been a while. I won't even jcut this, no one reads it anyway. Today has been filled with so many up and downs that I can't help BUT count my blessings. Due to it being our first place, the leasing office approved us, but the amount owed was no longer what had been originally told ( Read more... ) -
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Facebook won't let me on. It keeps saying that the internet isn't connecting to the server. Wondering what horrible thing is being kept from me at this moment. Getting a new phone this weekend so I'm going to once again adjust my budget to suit my needs. I plan to get my Dracula's Ball tickets this weekend as well as get my weave for october ( Read more... ) -
IF you keep summoning the DEVIL
I must keep pulling on the forked tail of Satan so he's rearing his misshapen head my way. Don't send me email at 2:30am requesting I contact you "immediately" but when I call you don't answer your phone. I'm tired of you, I want you buried and gone from my life. The odd part is I was about to send an email telling him just throw out those books I ( Read more... )