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hush. don't. cry. i'm minimized, like you, by my journal. it sucks. i wrote that last entry when i was, 'you know, like, super sad and stuff'. and what's pathetic and ironic? i had minute reason to be. like medea or hercules and the golden thread of the Fates, we are still in love. we. still together. can't stay apart. can't stay away. can ( Read more... )

Royally cranky. like those damn kings and queens chopping people's heads off sipping their wine fucking the pageboy and needing a bath kind of tantrum. masticating tasteless food in my mouth. growling when i think of burning off my calories when i think of senseless boring pain and lead weight and my own body fat. Fuck ( Read more... )

i'm actually going to update ( Read more... )

i'm under the illusion that my live journal will catch disease and crumble to miasmal rotting shreds if i don't update it. this is, of course, ridiculous. i think i may have a bad case of hypochondria ( Read more... )

temporarily out of service because i don't want to waste space. now hiring interesting people, places, and ideas. wanted: a more effective means of expression. under construction until i become better. avoid high voltage areas of emotion. i am literally so excited but i cannot find subject matter to capture it with. caution: slippery, dream-full ( Read more... )

i'm bringing this up for reasons unknown to me but i looked outside my shady window and saw the christmas lights and immersed myself in odd, unmotivated thoughts. my mom is putting up christmas lights and now that it's dark outside, they look so beautiful ( Read more... )

i don't even care where i write this. my impulses told me livejournal and i intend to follow them. it's also becoming abhorrent that any shithead can read this- but i still refuse to put it on friends lock because i think that's annoying. i have to cling to my ideals, don't i ( Read more... )

hey, livejournal. my blurty journal has a message for you: "Fuck you ( Read more... )

i really want to know what the point of talking is. i want to know why we should open our mouths, exhale carbon dioxide, inhale oxygen. why should our tongues and lips form sounds, sliding against each other. why should we swallow our spit ( Read more... )