Slayer and Lamb of God were fucking amazing last night. God I love old haggard guys screaming "Slayer" at the top of their lungs. It was nice just having a chance to talk with my cousin Tyler for hours on the ride up to Albany. I never get to see him anymore. I kind of wanted to go to the Terror/Death Before Dishonor show and hang out with some ( Read more... )

I've decided my new occupation should definitely be a grifter ( Read more... )

I've learned so much about myself in the last month/week/night. How did I lose sight of my identity for so long? I find it amazing that I can finally answer that rhetorical question ( Read more... )

I JUST GOT A LETTER IN THE MAIL FROM LCPL MATT mo' fuckin' JAMES ( Read more... )

I deleted my last entry a little too late. No offense Joe (“adamantiumknot” Joe not Wolcott Joe) and Rachel but I do not know you guys. Hell, I haven't even met you both in person yet. I'm kind of freaked out by the fact that I posted that last entry for everyone to see. The internet creates a weird perception of people, and quite frankly I'm sick ( Read more... )

I think you realize now just how serious my problems are. Conversely, I realize now that you have a lot of your own problems to deal with ( Read more... )

A weird hippie girl in my Modern English Grammar class made an excellent point in class today. Usually I don't heed the advice of tree huggers, but her statement really struck me as genuine and valuable. I can't remember what she said verbatim, but it was something to the nature of ( Read more... )

This is a song by Shai Hulud that accurately sums up my life right now.

“Willing Oneself To Forget What Cannot Otherwise Be Forgiven”

Fail the sun to shine as there is no more beauty

Left to enlighten

What once flourished has weathered away

And what will not weather

I cannot stomach.

Oh, the cruelty of a persistent scar.

I can ( Read more... )

I have Spring Break this whole week. I'm going quite stir crazy at the bank; it's soooooooo boring here. Please feel free to come in and visit my bored ass anytime you'd like. I'm working full time hours so more than likely I'll be here if you visit ( Read more... )

Thanks for the idea Amanda ( Read more... )