let me hold it forever deep but not buried and fresh as crystal. moving up and so alive, swallows my spine time and time again in and out of time [gaseline girl with a vaseline mind] in and out, in and out. i was lying there wishing for the first time in my life to really stop time, despite years of seeing it as my nemesis. i do not want to ( Read more... )

i've gotta get outta this town before it strangles me between the hills and the sky, before my neck is snapped between your thighs. i've cut back from hard liquor to beer, from heroin to vicodin, and it's suffocating me. i never made it to the river, but i don't see things being much different if i had, because it's not finding the river but ( Read more... )

testing, testing, 1, 2, 3, 4.

i don't notice a thing about you anymore.

1, 2, 3, 4.

you don't notice a thing about me anymore.

is the money a star? is the money a stop? a tar pit? quicktrap quicksand? stop stop stop stop.

so i ran.  then i pissed all over myself.

my heart pounds like a savage's drum.  windswept spirit, elixir, phoenix down.  i could throw that switch but i couldn't raise my hand.

look at what you've done, you fucking, you fucking beetlebum.  i am gone.  i am gone.  i am going going, gone.

piss off.

Raiden2015 [4:46 P.M.]:  orly?
mz yagie [4:46 P.M.]:  orly?
Raiden2015 [4:46 P.M.]:  orly.
mz yagie [4:46 P.M.]:  i don't know what that is . so no
Raiden2015 [4:47 P.M.]:  it's the lame internet way of saying "oh, really?"
mz yagie [4:47 P.M.]:  lame
mz yagie [4:47 P.M.]:  don't do it again
Raiden2015 [4:47 P.M.]:  egg-zactly.
mz yagie [4:47 P.M.]:  ( Read more... )

Raiden2015 [11:09 P.M.]:  i'm calling you again.
Raiden2015 [11:09 P.M.]: ring.
Raiden2015 [11:09 P.M.]: and i'm bolding it because apparently it needs to be bolded.
Raiden2015 [11:09 P.M.]: ring.
Raiden2015 [11:09 P.M.]: ring.
Raiden2015 [11:09 P.M.]: RING.
Raiden2015 [11:09 P.M.]: RING!
Raiden2015 [11:09 P.M.]: :(

Ask not what your country can do for you, but what your country can do for you?

A) No Change.
B) Don't Ask.
C) Fuck off.
D) u r gay

Raiden2015 [11:02 P.M.]:  I'M CALLING AGAIN.
Raiden2015 [11:02 P.M.]:  RING.
stella et cetera [11:02 P.M.]:  jesus.
Raiden2015 [11:02 P.M.]:  RING!
stella et cetera [11:02 P.M.]:  no!
stella et cetera [11:02 P.M.]:  no!
stella et cetera [11:02 P.M.]:  NO~!!!!

Raiden2015 [11:02 P.M.]:  RING!!
Raiden2015 [11:02 P.M.]:  RING!!!
Raiden2015 [11:02 P.M.]:  ( Read more... )

i have never been so excited about the prospect of napping as i am now when i think about tomorrow.

just the facts, 1, 2, 3.

i was on a playground, a warped PH, with shadowy, humanoid figures and a possible Gabriel Mark Smoller.  suddenly, from behind me, unseen, i was clubbed in the right side of my head by a mysterious assailant, and fell to the ground as the ground seeped away from me or i from it, although i remember a shocked feeling of ( Read more... )