I have been doing a lot of thinking. I have leanred that most people in life will let you down. No matter how hard you try you can't make someone be there for you. They have to want to. Why is it that we..I feel that the only way to be happy is to have everyone around you be happy. I always try the best that I can but it never really seems like it' ( Read more... )

Just wanted to say to everyone that MY BLYTHE IS BACK FROM PARI HOOO RAAHHHHHH!!!!
I LOVE BLYTHE I LOVE BLYTHE

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It's been some time since I have written in my journal. It's only 18 more days until the love of my life returns. All of you who said it was impossible I would like to point out you were wrong so suck my big fat one... Also eat shit die and go to hell. Well Blythe I just want to say I love you and miss you very much. I'm thinking of you right now. ( Read more... )

Even if I could understand who I am I still feel that it would only make me more crazy. I go through each day now knowing exactly my intire day is going to go I think I am becoming board with life. Is there some reason that I can't be happy with doing nothing like everyone else. I think that I want to do something but the problem is it all has ( Read more... )

I Fucking Being real with you

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My party was a succcckkkkkccccceeesssssss. Only 5 people puked. Carlie wasn't feeling so good but I tried. I hope everyone had a good time I know a lot of people did!!!! I have currently lost my cell so if you need to get me call ummm ummm I don't remember my home # I will enter it tomorrow sorry. Oh yeah new cell I get on tursday hopefully yo ( Read more... )

I am alone in this world. Every person I run into doesn't even know who they are. Maybe I shouldn't care that the rest of you aren't there... your never there. All these things go on around me but I feel so sad the more I learn about this world the less I care about life. I learned how to move things with my mind it's not strong yet so it's only ( Read more... )

I am so fucking angry My fucking tooth that was broken when I was younger is in pain. I guess when the filling was put on it was done incorrectly so it rotted. Now the bill is 1,180 fucking dollars.... But the bright side of it all is I have more then enough to cover it. The bad part I don't want to fucking cover it. Why should I have to pay for ( Read more... )

I was thinking you know how bush went over there and started murdering innocent people. I just found a bit of good in it. We spend a lot of money on the military so I guess in a way I'm glad we got something back. So what, innocent people died big deal murder happens everyday in america. Shit half the hippies protestting the war smoke something ( Read more... )

I'm so tired that I'm in pain. It's true real pain. I can't explain it. If any body want's any super yummy sandwhiches then give me a call. Other then that today is not worth living so I am off to die for a few hours.... or until the pain of living goes away.... Also flyers are currently being made for the party if you need one comment a HELL ( Read more... )