I am such an idiot. I emailed him. Why? why would I do that to myself. All it was is asking if we could talk, didn't say what about mostly cause I don't know what I want to talk about, I just wish I could talk to him. I'm such an idiot. I wonder if he'll write me back. I wonder if he'll even see it or if hes blocked my email like he blocked my ( Read more... )

"If I ever write ( Read more... )

Last winter when I was headed out to Shelton they told me to watch for ice on the roads. I was almost there and being cautious, hadn't had a bit of trouble I thougt to myself "I'm doing pretty dang good if I do say so myself" and about 5 seconds later I hit a patch of ice and spun out.

Yesterday I saw Nick online and wasn't overcome with the desire ( Read more... )

Nicks online. Right now. Yep. Not saying anything, nope. My messenger guy says that I'm away. God I think I might hurl if he said anything. Ya know whats weird, I don't really feel like talking to him. Wait a day or so and I'll be bawling cause I didn't. I wonder if hes sitting there wondering if I'll say anything...I wonder if he's sitting there ( Read more... )

Went to orientation at the Art Institute today. Yikes! I think its actually starting to sink in cause I was having a near nervous breakdown by the time I left lol. I swaped out of Intermediate photography so now I've just got Design. Only problem with that? Its a morning class which translates to: it starts at freaking 7:30....I live an hour and a ( Read more... )

I'm board so I figured I'd rant for a while, although, I don't really have that much to rant about. The loneliness is just dragging me down today, I think thats mostly my problem.
Spent another day working on the bed for my truck (like I did the last 4 days or so). So much prep work! but I'm almost done.  I want to get it all painted up, but I ( Read more... )

First off I would like to say that everything I say here is coplete and udder crap and not to be listened to or taken seriously

Heres how the PBR went: Justin bucked off, Luke bucked off, Jake McIntire did ok in the first go and snuck into the short go...where  he bucked off. uhh some other guys were there and they did stuff...no one cares about ( Read more... )

AHH! I want to go to County Square on saturday! Not only will Luke Snyder be there, but Chris Shivers too!!! AHHHHH!...oh and some other guys...AHHH! And I'm stuck with the damn atwood kids, by my own miserable choice!! damn damn damn damn! *cries*...I love you Luke!! *sniffles* I love you and your fuzzy hat *sobs* Chris Shivers rocks my socks... ( Read more... )

well thats supposed to mean I'm drained, but instead I'm frightened...anyway, I'm done! all done! out for the spring! yay...? really I'm kinda bummed being through with Shelton means I'll be going more than full time in Bremerton/Seattle. I'm going to miss that tiny little campus, I'll miss there being a cat! what kind of college has a cat? I'll ( Read more... )

bugger. I have no time to be writing in this damn thing and I just accidently killed my entry. bugger bugger bugger

buggers an awesome swear word, we should use it more often in the US

back to painting and writing....must finish Rock History final...must pass easy class with flying colors....zzzzzzz

BUGGER!!