Thinking about death and how much time I have left has gotten me to thinking that this idea of our lives ticking away on some clock that reveals how much time we have left to live our lives becomes ludicrous given the unpredictability of our future. Any sort of preparation for life or death is made in futility and is an ilusion of control over what ( Read more... )

I never heard anything.
I never heard anything.
I never heard anything.

OH MY FUCKING CHRIST.

It is unbelievable the way some people act!

1) girl, you crazy

2) boy, you crazy

3) coworker-bitch, you crazy

...that is all.

So recently I had to take up the mantle of becoming my own personal crusader and it was an excruciating experience. I kind of sealed my fate from the get-go and yes, I knew a lot of the problems right from the beginning. But... It's hard. Emotional complications are hardly ever a cut and dry with an easy question or an easy answer. There's multiple ( Read more... )

A really great thing about this little journal is I can rant and vent when I'm in the heat of the moment without any serious repercussions ( Read more... )

I swear to God I am so close to quitting this job. I am so tired of problems arising and there's this constant blame-placing that is not even appropriate for the situation ( Read more... )

I am shocked and thrilled ( Read more... )

So while I do love hanging out with my group of friends, there are some "friends" I could do without.

I'm so tired of going out everytime and thinking to myself, "Oh, so-and-so isn't so bad. I just need to have a fresh start." And every fucking time I try  I'm just reminded that oh yeah, that's right, I can't fucking stand you anymore.

So why do ( Read more... )

You know sometimes a person needs to vent or rant or just get something off their chest. Trying to "calm" them down, change the subject, or tell them how to manage their emotions is not the thing to do.

I freaking hate how if I'm trying to talk to some certain people when I'm upset it's like they'd rather me be quiet and docile than be honest or ( Read more... )

So last week my diet didn't really exist. After a "fieldtrip" to KFC with my kids, I just decided to give up and take the week off from healthy, unsatisfying foods and eat to my heart's content. I can't say that I regret it really, because OMG I baked some really lovely cake and I ate that ish like it was going out of style ( Read more... )