I think I have anger issues.
If we have an unfulfilled expectation of a person we become angry and upset... when the person or event does not match the expectation a pressure develops within and the mind becomes angry ( Read more... )

Ok I haven't blogged in forever but I'm stuck at home with a cold now so I don't really have anything else much to do. A few things have happened since my last post ( Read more... )

My mum's touring Europe and I've decided to sell my piano. After years of my mum pestering me to, it's taken her absence to make me actually feel like doing it. What does that say??! Hopefully it'll make room for a small cheap sofa for me to laze on when my bed's being used as a clothes rack (and vice versa at night). Maybe one of those plastic ( Read more... )

1. My bedside table is littered with... makeup, dried contact lens solution, tissues and cottonbuds

2. I never leave home without... my wallet, keys and vaseline

4. If I was rich I would... wake up heh or i'd donate 15% to charity and spend the rest on clothes/jewellery

5. Life is empty without... purpose, friends, love, yummy food, MP3s

6. I' ( Read more... )

...female insecurity. The way some of us constantly feel like we're never good enough. Emotional dependence on other people to make ourselves feel better. Consequently nothing/no one in life is ever good enough because our demands are too high, our expectations too easily disappointed ( Read more... )

Do you ever get the feeling that everybody dislikes you more than they let on? Sometimes I get the strongest urge... paranoia or intuition?

Grrr!! My mum just scolded me for the 67th time for making an unladylike facial expression. Omg. I'm supposed to dress the same AND smile the same as her? Sounds so petty but I feel like screaming IT'S MY FACE!!! And why does society expect a girl to always act like a proper lady? Females are only human too. Not all of us can keep our chin down, ( Read more... )

...people sitting next to you on a crowded bus who just shift their legs when you're trying to squeeze out past them. Today I finally summoned up the nerve to ask the guy to stand up and it was fine, I should be bossy more often ( Read more... )

The Da Vinci Code comes out this Thurs YAYYYY!!!!! Haven't looked forward to a movie so much since... well... LOTR heh *buries nose in books* I must've been a librarian in a past life. Anyway we prob won't be able to see it this week coz all the cinemas will be like booked out by churches grr... I read somewhere that one church was gona give ( Read more... )

So Cawer and I just reached the 6-month milestone. Considering all the dumb issues and insecurities earlier on I never thought it would happen. I should have had more faith in him. Anyway we didn't even get to see each other on Fri coz his car was getting fixed and coz of my lackage of licensage but we just bummed lazily together over the rest of ( Read more... )