So boredom and procrastination have finally driven me back to my lj. Livejournal is a dying art. I was made single again so that I could reinvigorate it. Except now my audience is a lot smaller - consisting of one person, if I'm allowed to count myself ( Read more... )

It's awesome!! It's so different to Magnamail, or any other job I've had for that matter. It's weird adjusting to a place where no one cares if you arrive an hour late, and your boss doesn't keep an eye on you to make sure you're always working. My manager actually wanted me to take a 2nd morning break so I could socialise with other staff. It felt ( Read more... )

Yes it's true, I'm leaving forever! My new admin job starts on Monday which is kinda gay coz I don't get a holiday before I start but at least I'll start earning more $$ for xmas shopping. I'll actually really miss the place coz of the people, it's strange to meet so many genuinely nice and supportive people all in the same place. I guess like ( Read more... )

Saw them last Wednesday at the Superdome... I mean Acer Arena. I'm so glad I went. I was prepared to not see them when we realised all the good seats were gone but thanks to EILEEN!!! we got good ones off ebay at a decent price. I've never seen Pearl Jam live before but they were almost everything I expected them to be, except there was a bit too ( Read more... )

I have to move out. My dad's not happy with the idea anymore but I have to do it for my own sanity. I'm tossing up between Eastwood Station (good location but somewhat run-down) or closer to uni. Cawer inspected a unit in Macquarie Park for me yesterday and he's fallen in love. Apparently it beats the places we saw Tuesday hands-down. But all the ( Read more... )

I did something stupid yesterday. Again. I guess I didn't put much thought into it, but at the same time I didn't want to because I just wanted to make a final decision and not care about the consequences. I do a lot of stupid things.

Your score is 20. While you are definitely itching for something to change, ending your relationship at this point ( Read more... )

Swapped personal belongings with Cawer tonight. It wasn't easy. I tried so much to hate him today but I realised no matter who he ends up with, he'll always be my Cawer. I have so so so many regrets. I could have handled our relationship so much better. Just want everything to go back to the way it was before, when we were happy and carefree and in ( Read more... )

It's over. Me and Cawer have finally broken up, I think it's for good. I had too many family issues and he needed to experience more of what life had to offer. I don't blame him, 22 is too young an age to be tied down to anyone/anything. I just don't know if it was his decision or his best friend's decision. All I know is I would give my soul to ( Read more... )

Me and Cawer decided yesterday to take a break from each other. I'm hoping time alone will help clear my mind, clear up some issues in my life. More specifically, issues in my mind. I've completely forgotten what it feels like to be independent of another person. I feel like a kid who's had her lollipop snatched from her :'( But I hope to feel ( Read more... )

Depressed and bored, lalala. Should be studying for a test tomorrow but my mind's too erawiruhiagilisdafs. Aka procrastinating. I'm looking around my room and it feels like none of these things I see belong to me, it looks like a stranger's room. I'M GOING CRAAZY ( Read more... )