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Over Comming my Procrastination
Today is the day I shall over come my procrastination. I am starting with this entry and I’ll move on to write on my current story. Its been a week or two since I’ve worked on it. I had a psychic reading the other day at work. I’m always a skeptic of those people but she did point out that I put the most important things off in my life and that ( Read more... ) -
A Pirate in Search of Community's
I can’t figure out how to look for new community’s on this damn site. I did it once. It’s like the old stories of treasure hunters. They would dazedly stumble upon a mass amount of treasure with no way to get it back home safely so they would leave expecting to come back more prepared but unable to ever find the treasure again. So for the rest ( Read more... ) -
Old friends
I always worry about how reclusive I am. I’m not entirely sure of the reasons I’m such a privet person. I know that it’s partially I’m sick and tired of getting hurt if I don’t let anyone near me they can’t hurt me. Sometimes I just really need someone to talk to. I know that its my own doing that there is no one around. Which isn’t all that ( Read more... ) -
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Ah, a new year a fresh start. At least that’s how I’m going to look at it today. Last night I acted so horrid to Derek. At least I didn’t let my emotions get the most of me. I do feel those ways. I just wish I could have kept them help up inside of myself until I saw him because when I see him I always feel so much better at least for a while ( Read more... ) -
College & My Voice
College scares the living shit out of me. There is no doubt in my mind that I can do it because I have the motivation and ambition for it. Especially since I’ve decided that I’m heading in a straight line toward my dreams instead of something more practical. In the end I know I wouldn’t be happy with practical. I just completely over analyze ( Read more... ) -
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I just finished watching Catch & Release. It was the perfect thing for me to watch right now. I’m normally not to hot on romantic movies but Derek has been away since June and it’s been over a month since I’ve seen him. Not counting the hour we got together about two weeks ago. I’m dieing for a little romance in my life right now. Before we ( Read more... )