Work is going by very slow today. I believe its due in part by my constant thinking. A million and one thoughts race through my head. I think of them all, when I look at the time, not even 5 minutes has passed. I'm anxious still. Anxious as to what her answer will be. Worried that maybe I fucked it all up. I don't know how or when I started caring ( Read more... )

I don't understand them. I don't trust them. None of you make any kind of fucking sense. How you can manipulate feelings and then have a blatant disregard for them later. I'm tired of the games. I'm tired of the back and forth. I'm tired of the uncertain. I'm tired of your indecisiveness. I told you before everything. I WAS HURTING! I AM BROKEN! ( Read more... )

At this point....It doesn't matter to me anymore if you WANT me in your life.  You'll have to find a way to PUT me there, if YOU want it.

This is getting old. Make it right. It's about time you did.

Audioslave: Chochise ( Read more... )

A random fact about me that most people don't know:

I am single handedly responsible for the flooding of the entire 3rd floor girl's bathroom at Chase.

...and no. I didn't do it on purpose. 8D

Colder than the Northern winds in December morning. Sad is my cry that rings, from this cold distant shore. Winter has come too late. Too close beside me. How can I chase all these fears inside?

I'll wait the signs to come. I'll find a way. I'll wait the time to come. I'll find a way home. My light shall be the moon and my path the ocean.

Tell me. ( Read more... )

Today's been kinda slowish. Brought my guitar to work today and have been playing it in between calls. Put on a couple shows for Melinda, David and Mauricio. 8D

Today's conversations at work have been interesting. David and I are still curious about Alex. She keeps staring at me and David swears she gave me the up and down. I can only wish. The girl ( Read more... )

Wistful. I have a feeling that I won't be needing ( Read more... )

So Sheyla showed me how to give myself access to the innernetz at work. w00t. Which means I'll be writing here more often than I have been. All this site has been getting from me is lyrics to express what I've been feeling and I'm not doing myself any favors in doing that instead of just writing. So I'll try to keep the lyrical love to a minimum ( Read more... )

Alejate ( Read more... )