i have been out of school for over a month.
i work every day, but only little shit shifts in the afternoon, so i spend the whole day being idle, which nauseates me to no end.
i love working with the people behind the counter at care, people on the other side are another story.
i moved out of my mom's house, my house, at meaderboro road because we just ( Read more... )

dear poor saps ( Read more... )

A Nerd-tastic weekend

lately they have all been pretty swell
but this weekend was spend in my fiercely proud homestate of NH.
I begin with Thursday night, as I am now in college, and as everyone knows, the weekends begin on Thursdays, and end on Tuesdays.
While I was scratching away at studying for my practical/sobbing listlessly in the basement, I ( Read more... )

i just remembered for the first time since my birthday last month that i'm 19 now. geezer ( Read more... )

i am a leftie.

i dont die my hair.

i love movies and food.

i have three friends.

i live a most boring, solid, unexciting, simple, lovely life.

so i get back from college, and a slap in the face stings me, letting me know a lot of the problems that went away in boston are still back here. my mom is worried about money, im paranoid (or not) about my "friends" not liking me...oh well at least i have 1 new nh friend only an hour away. woot ( Read more... )

so...

i'm sorry that i cant make you feel better.

sorry that i took time out of your day because i wanted to talk.

don't worry about my day.

thanks for making it seem like i'm the one stressing you out.

oh, thank you for swearing at me.

and...thanks for making me feel completely worthless.

is it easy for you to say things you dont mean?

are you hiding anything?

are you ashamed of it?

am i convenient?

arent you proud of me?

do you believe in me?

do you feel appreciated?

are you sad that im gone?

do you write about me in your journal?

Local Youth Explodes

why does northeastern bake delicious gooey cookies every day? she knows i cant resist them!

every few weekends or so, colin forges southbound on these chaotic roadways to visit me. i love him making me laugh in person. and staring at him for 20 hours. and getting out of smith hall and more into the real boston for purposes ( Read more... )

some kid from berkeley has been doing a drum solo down the street for the past 40 minutes.