im tired of plucking my eyebrows ( Read more... )

the good news...
( there isnt much )

edit, edit: nothing i say makes any fucking sense

and apparently, im not moving. well at least not into the "too good to be true" house in gorham that i spent the last 2 months being psyched about.

where am i? oh ya. square one.

two people said it today ( Read more... )

i was so ready to take on the world yesterday. today, i feel beaten down. i woke up early and took a shower. got dressed, did my hair...made an attempt to look alive and well. something i havent done in a while. i didnt care. but this morning, i cared. it was important, for some reason, to make today REALLY fucking count. i went outside and ( Read more... )

i know its lame and i hate it. ive even protested it in the past. BUT. just in case.

valentines day.

a music box that plays "every day" by buddy holly.

or


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i actually have a ton more to say. we went out last night. i drank a bit but strangely...never felt much of it. i was buzzed and warm for sure but i felt like i was some where else. i was so wrapped up in my own thoughts, i think i even experienced tunnel vision at one point. apparently, it came off like i was in a bitchy mood. i wasnt really ( Read more... )

my tires are bald ( Read more... )

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so i ran into a friend the other day. actually, he came into the bar i happened to be at and the he almost ran into my friend, his friend...our mutual friend. hes married. got married over the summer. i realized, standing there in awkward silence that i have no idea what to say to a married person. i know that its something i should probably ( Read more... )